Wantsmyselfback wrote, "obviously the reason i relapsed was because my schedules was thrown off"
Well, guess what buddy, there is nothing convenient about recovery. As a matter of fact it is just the opposite and for good reason. If recovery was a walk in the park, there would be no reason to quit. Recovery is absolutely all about the inconveniences because you are forced to re-train your brain to deal with the reality of life. Life is gonna suck for a while and it is going to throw you some serious curve balls. ***BUT***!!!!!!!! Life is going to throw you some roses too!
If I may, please take 30 minutes to watch the following. There is a line in this short film that will bring tremendous clarity to your situation. When the Ring Leader says it, you will know EXACTLY what it is....
Short Film | The Butterfly Circus