When I first heard the phrase that alcohol was a lonely person's disease, I couldn't have agreed more. I recall times of feeling totally alone while sitting in a bar full of people. I wasn't the only one. I recall some pathetic occasions when I would just talk with someone next to me just to have someone to talk to. On more than one occasion, the person next to me proved to be totally bonkers, and I couldn't wait to get away, lol. One guy started blabbing about how a meteor was going to wipe out the earth and we would end up as dust floating around in the atmosphere, uh huh, see ya buddy, gotta go grab my rain coat, lol.
Now you've found SR and it really can help you deal with and overcome some of the lonliness you feel. Reach out and touch someone here instead of grabbing that next drink and give yourself a chance at starting a new life. It's really worth it and so are you.
Stick around and speak up!!