Also, Hi then fb,
I think that you should start your own post, you will get many more responses that way.
I feel that you have a lot to offer. I remember the days when I was younger, I wasn't an alcoholic then, I was brave, and I was gullible. I turned to alcohol, when I felt that I could no longer trust people. A lot of times now, I am afraid to even leave my house, I don't want to look into peoples faces. I'm working on this now, because that was not who I was. That's who I became.