Sure/welcome....I am a recovering A (alcoholic), A (addict), codependent.....It has been 4 yrs. since my divorce and I am finally feeling like I am back to normal. Try to get to lots of meetings. We want to isolate but it isn't good for us. I hope you have a good sponser. Mine led me to yoga and meditation. Meditation helped me to hear answers from prayers. It helped me relax. There are meditations online. You have come a long way. Cograts on your house. One bite of the elephant at a time.