Pick yourself up, dust yourself off and hold your head high. You are human and have a heart. Today is a new day. Start from this moment on. Block his number. Do not read or answer his emails. On FB or Twitter block him. You need to work on you. I woke up at 5am this morning to a nasty text from my addict husband. Ignore them all. Do not engage in conversation. While using they will not assume any responsibility. Like you, it is all my fault and I am frequently, if not mostly treated with no respect. How can they respect us when they don't respect themselves?
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