Looking for Strength
It has come to this: I must kick my 22-year-old AS out of the house tonight. After going through inpatient rehab I agreed to let him come back to my house after he signed a lengthy contract with a lot of rules -- foremost that he would not use drugs or drink alcohol. I discovered today that he has been drinking to the point of blackout once again and not only lying to me about it, but bringing his 18-year-old brother into it to lie on his behalf.
I know that if I don't follow through on the enforcement part of that contract by kicking him out I am just enabling him once again -- something I vowed to stop doing. I will kick him out, but just looking for words of encouragement because I know it will be once of the hardest things I've ever had to do.