I have been entirely too distracted by thoughts of running into my X and some toxic folks I walked away from in recent past now that I have settled into my own house in a town I actually like. Just knowing that they could march right up to my house if they dared, puts me on edge some days. It's driving me a little nuts and I'm sick of renting out the mental space to it so I wish I had your resolve to put it on a shelf. Ugh.
Knowing that I'm projecting to the future and just awfulizing seems so far from letting it go.
Alice