"it did change, but not in the manner i had hoped. i've been praying about my relationship with my ab and was at peace knowing that, at this point, i wanted to continue standing beside him. i called him to let him know this, and his was response was that he doesn't love me "that" way. so...now, he's my xab."
This is sort of what's going on with me right now except it's my husband.
"while i *know* this is for the best, my heart is absolutely broken. i received a text from his mother this morning that said i was on her heart and that, while it is no comfort right now, i may be saved from years of unhappiness for me and my future children. such sad, but true, words, from HIS mom."
And this is me too. His family has been a great help and comfort to me. I'm losing him and also his son, who he has had primary custody of for the 3 years we've been together. Thank God the boy's mother is still willing to let me see him even though AH doesn't want anything to do with me or him.
My heart goes out to you.