I can't wait to hear all the details about this new baby! I love babies and really want to hear all about it. Your attitude is amazing and you are being such a good mom. I'm sorry that your husband is missing out on all of this but addiction is a nasty thief....so unfair! Who knows who anyone is when addiction takes over - and what is left of who they were.
This is really tough stuff but you can do it...which you already obviously are. It's amazing how strong we can be when we have to be.....sending you lots of love and support!