i am so happy u found s.r. it can help you alot if you keep coming back. there is alot of support here. congrats on the baby. what will it be? i am sure u can get stressed out but remember we r here to help u thru this. you have a new beginning.things may seem tough right now but u made the right decision & u will get thur this. i am sending up prayers for you. let me know how u r doing. ((((pacificsunrise)))) i promise it will get better. see if u can find a face to face meeting.