I do want to see a Dr about some type of depression medication. I had taken it before, but quit when I gained 30 pounds. I have enough trouble with weight as it is. My biggest problem is that I am a nurse manager and work with all the Doctors on a daily basis. I am too embarrassed to approach them with this. They think I am a strong manager and take care of business, which I do, but as a nurse I know how that will change things for me as well. I feel so stuck most of the time and time only seems to make things drag on for me.