Yeah that was my moms voice. I was being sarcastic.
Ughhhhh it's breaking a compulsive habit is
Really f.ing hard. It's like trying to not swat a bug that's buzzing in your ear.
My therapist told me I need to start separating my voice from the voice I was
Conditioned to listen to, which happens to be my moms and her obsessive compulsive crazy a$$ fears etc.
This will be good. Im just going against the
Current a bit. I am on the edge of contacting though. Almost did last night, even when I was having fun. Isn't there a pill for this? Lol