Lol...
Interestingly enough, I always wanted to be an actress or musician. But every effort to develop that was shut down by my mom.
I used to begggggg to go to agencies.
Yeah I had so many creative ideas earlier today.
I feel like everytime I want to be creative I want to call him instead. Weird but after therapy today I thought hmmm maybe there's a
Connection there. Like I haven't even BEGUN to tap into myself, because up until now I've been unaware of the anxiety I feel just by showing up as myself...
So it's like better find a distraction. The creative crazies are coming on.. Can't do anything about that
weird stuff better find someone to tend to...