Been getting real stressed out in the last week
My Dad's Aunty is on her death bed, my Mum was in hospital a couple days ago for chest pain and going for a full day tomorrow to the hospital to check the heart properly. My Dad is stressed to the max and in turn making me anxious. I've had to take more benzo's today to cope with everything lately which are prescribed but it's better taking them than feeling like crap. I'm 4 and a half months sober I'm an alcoholic and had a history of drug use when I was younger. I suppose this is just usual everyday life but it's feeling hard right now. I'm also due to go on holidays in a week's time first time on a plane in years couldn't go before because of anxiety. I've not been answering my phone lately because quite frankly I can't be bothered talking to anyone. I feel kind of alone in this as my mum and Dad are having there own meltdown's so I'm doing the best I can at the moment. Even considering getting my anti-depressant dose increased that's all i can do at the moment.