...I see glympses of that person when he sobers up a bit and I cant help but want to be there when he comes back,that is if he ever does.
This is exactly what kept me hooked in with my EXAH for 5 long, hellish miserable years.
Those glimpses got to be less and less, yet I hung on.
Today I live in the moment, it is what it is. What I see is what I get, if that makes any sense.
Addicts are supreme manipulators. I certainly was when I was actively using.
Take care of yourself first and foremost. No one else is going to do it for you, dear!
Sending you hugs of support!
