aDaisy,
First off ; Congrats on your 80 something days !!
I work evenings/nights at an oceanfront resort , and some weeks it seems like half the folks here don't do much except drink. Sad, really.
What always improves my outlook is to go see the families down on the beach. There's something magical about toddlers , seemingly ecstatic, around the surf. Probably for the first time. Seems like that's where the folks are REALLY having a great time !?!
....all doing it sober.
Hang in there, ......family dynamics can be a little stressful through a sober lense
......especially in early sobriety.