Originally Posted by
bblackbirdflyy 
I wont have to be here when he gets home. I wont have to come into this house ever again, I wanted this house so bad and now I can't stand it!
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Ugh, I think I deleted my post!! Anyway, Blackbird, Man, do I know that feeling. Its a euphoric yet sick to the pit of your stomach thing. You are so strong.
You are right, he is trying to control you. He is putting out some bait to see if you will bite. Stay strong girl- you are an inspiration.