Brat-
Thanks. sometimes it just takes someone else to say it for it to become real. I know that he is controlling. I know that I have been a doormat. I have overlooked his infidelity in the past so perhaps he thinks that I will do it again. It will be easier after today. Its my last day of being an inhome childcare provider. I wont have to be here when he gets home. I wont have to come into this house ever again, I wanted this house so bad and now I can't stand it!
Funny how I'm so afraid to hurt his feelings when he has no regard for mine.
I just need to wear my ovaries on the outside and tell him to stop. I don't love you B. You have caused more harm than good.
I wont drink today.