Welcome Tlh - Glad you've decided to stop using.....it's hard to admit our problem, but it's also the first step to recovery. You'll find lots of company here. We all know what it's like to be caught in a vicious cycle (and it only gets worse).
I hope you check out the section for substance abuse:
Substance Abuse - SoberRecovery : Alcoholism Drug Addiction Help and Information
Congrats on day 2!