I know Ipangel...I really do. It's a decision only you can make. I got to the point where I couldn't save myself, never mind my family. I had nothing left to give. I was empty. It doesn't have to be forever. But....if you don't take care of yourself....who will? My family took so much out of me. I was drowning and I wanted to live. My decision was right for me. You have to decide what's right for you. I wish I could give you the answer but I can't. I can only share my experience and what I needed to do. I feel your pain .... I'm sure you will make the right choice for you. Trust in yourself....
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Best Wishes To You!