You know sometimes I think about still attending meetings in 5, 10, 15 ... Years later. In fact I was just looking at an announcement book with the upcoming sober birthdays last meeting I was at... And wondered, felt kinda funny about it... I know what you are feeling.
I like meetings. I don't go every day, or even every other day. But I go regularly. When I get that feeling about what I will be doing down the road, I just stay in the day. I am at the meeting I am at at that moment. What happens tomorrow, or next year, happens then. I will feel like I will when the time comes.
One day at a time.