do they ever realize??
I am doing well with my recovery and I am in line with everything I am supposed to be doing. I am about 3 months in and I am not consumed with my separated RAH and what he is or isnt doing...but the one thought that does plague me is I wonder if he will ever fully realize the damage his behavior has cost him, me and our children. I wonder if he will ever know the pain he has caused and feel remorseful. I am not waiting for an apology I guess I just want to know somewhere down the line, even if he never tells me directly, that he will realize just what a wonderful and supportive wife he did have and terrific family that he threw away due to his selfishness. In some twisted away I guess I want to know that he is going to kick himself one day for damaging me the way he did. My recovery is my own and I am owning that now but I just want to have reassurance that he will not go through life with unscathed.