Anyone else dealing with multiple addictions? I'm okay admitting that i'm an alcoholic but (*deep breath*) coming clean about my eating disorder is actually worse. I feel like when I start going sober, my ED (bulimia) rages full force. I'm not sure if I should tackle both demons at once or tackle one at a time. I'm looking for a therapist but due to my multiple issues i'm pretty limited. The place I really want to go to is at least an hour drive away and not feasible during the winter. Last place I went to burned me pretty hard. I tried to get with a therapist a month or so ago and I was left alone in the waiting room for almost an hour. I know I need help but it's damn frustrating.
Sorry for unloading. This is the only place I can get this mess off my chest and not feel to guilty.