Welcome Guru! You'll definitely have a lot of support on SR!
Aida... Glad you didn't cave in all the way, and glad you're being careful now. It's thoughts like those that got me in trouble. I got to thinking that maybe I'm ok now and maybe I'm not as bad as I thought I was (forgetting the fact that my liver 'region' actually started aching near the end of my binge or forgetting the fact that all I ever thought about was what time I could start drinking after work or after getting something done or whatever). Maybe's will get us in trouble every time if we listen too long. If I did what you did, even though it was only a couple one day... I'd be back drinking now... nothing about willpower to me... it's about the power of addiction and finding other more healthy ways to deal with life situations.
Piotr... thanks for the good words
Glad you're still doing good DG.
To everyone who has made it through so far - a BIG congrats
AWESOME JOB! We're winners in this. This IS life! The good, the bad, the ugly - and we can deal with life without alcohol - becasue we ARE doing it!!! Excellent!