Day 10
Thanks for the posts ! Day 10 and I feel much better than I did yesterday. Even though I felt like crap yesterday.....I forced myself to exercise until I was exhausted, felt better after that. In one of my first posts ten days ago I stated that I had a bad experience in AA. I have re-thought that, and I am going to give it another shot and go to a 12 o'clock meeting today. I realize now that I need someone to have my back. I tend to be reclusive and I know that is really bad for me and my sobriety.
I think part of my depression yesterday was the fact that I have to get out in the "job market" once again and that scares me. My confidence level is pretty low and employers want to see confidence above all else. My work history in the past 2 years has been spotty, to say the least, due to my binging. Don't really know how to explain that to prospective employers. Might help if I share that at the meeting today. Have a good day everyone.