It's good to experiment. The difference between the pot and the kettle is one is an alcoholic and one is not. And make no mistake, there is a difference. That's why they call us earthlings.
I hope the tattoo isn't something you regret. If this was a learning and healing experience for you then it's not so bad. Be kind, be gentle and most of all love yourself as who you are, warts and all.
Peace,
Jen