I tried...and failed a lot AS. For years.
Looking back now I was trying the same thing over and over...I really needed to try some other methods and get some more support behind me.
Think about other ways to get and stay sober - think about the ways you haven;t tried - whether it's a recovery group, or counselling, or seeing a Dr, rehab....
If you can't beat the game as it is? change the game
You can do it
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