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Old 08-07-2011, 04:20 PM
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OnMyWay11
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Originally Posted by barelysurviving View Post

I feel bad, I sound like a real psycho. But, I'm the one with the good job, the degree, the friends....etc.....but he makes it like I'm just a garbage human being. I've read about abuse, how the abuser wants to make us feel unworthy, all of that....but I never read about them coming right out and saying the things mine does....like nobody will ever want you, you piece of crap......etc. It's bizarre. I ask why, over and over in my mind....never an answer. Thanks for the support. I feel bad, these boards make me sound clinically bonkers.
A couple of weeks someone said to me (I am sorry I cannot recall who) that my XABF was a Nothing Man who wanted a Something Woman (me). That stuck with me and every time I think of his BS I think of those words. He told me the dame thing. I was could never be more than a B or C or wherever and no man would ever want to go out with me, blah, blah.

I pass those words on to you now :day6
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