Thank you both for your replies.
To be more specific....what does a person do before they fall into the abyss of homelessness? I have been told I am disabled...although, I dont know any different...so, I cant judge. Do I go to the State for help? Do I reapply for SS Disability? I have no income.. I am in a situation of non-existence. I feel used so because I feel others have received the help they want/need based on my SSN. I really dont know what else to say. I want to live and move forward! But, I need to change not only myself but my surroundings. I just need a place to reach my hand out for help.