Originally Posted by
newwings 
Your posts recently have been gearing up more and more toward relapse, if you read back over them you'll see you are tricking yourself into thinking there's no other way. That darn stinkin' thinkin'! There's nothing I can do to stop this, but I'm practically hopping off my seat shouting 'NO! NO!'
Yeah, it does seem inevitable. Didn't drink last night, but didn't sleep either. I've about run my course on this with my life the way it is, so time to figure out a different way. I don't think the current is sustainable for much longer. Apologies for the venting.