Hiya Lawyer, thanks for joining us in the chat. I was serious about seeing a Doctor, and be totally honest. Of course you'll feel ashamed and embarrassed, but your life depends on it. From what you told us so far, you have a lot going for you and none of that will change if you can recognize the disease and then treat it. That's how you need to think of it, as a disease and not something to be ashamed of. So, no DUI's a practicing attorney, sounds pretty good to me!
If you passed the BAR once, you can do it again!
Good luck