Hey Missy, yep still here, reading everyday, posting little. I am sorry to hear about the family difficulties and the relapse, good thing is that you are still here and trying right! I wish you strength to get through your difficult times.
Things with the wife are on a bit of a roaller coaster ride right now. One day we seem like we are on the right path in regards to working things out, the next day it seems like there is absolutely no trust what so ever. I don't blame her for thinking the way she does, I am the one who screwed this all up. I just wish I knew what tomorrow has in store for me. I know, tomorrow is beyond my immediate control. I just have to deal with it as it comes the best that I can.
One day at a time....