Day 5 is over ...
I made it through a friday night without drinking. I can't remember the last time that happened. Everyone else drank and I had water - and then coffee.
whoohoo!!
Thanks for your encouraging posts.
Lund, I would not go to an AA meeting. First off, I live in a small town. I feel like people are already talking about me because of my daughter's suicide. I already feel like I'm under a microscope wherever I go. Also, my sister says her experience has been people go there for the 13-step program- which is mainly to hook up with a mate.
I am looking forward to hitting that 1-week milestone. I know it sounds insignificant to those who are further down the road - but its a start.