Lillamy,
I agree, tomorrows a new day, a new opportunity for change.
My quandry is a throw back to my childhood, living with two alcoholics. I have a half brother that was born when I was 11, I basically raised him. He is a good guy, has no addiction problems, but, like me, is still working to forget and forgive the past. It is an on going process, made more difficult due to my mother still being alive and drinking at age 85.