I've never lived in NY, but I have been in situations where I felt trapped in a job or a place I didn't like. What helped me was to think of where I'd rather be and take whatever small steps I could to work toward getting there, even if it was just making a list of intermediate goals. Things usually didn't work out as I'd planned, but it kept me thinking positive.
Something else that helps me, even now, is to find little things that make me happy in the moment. Reading, eating certain foods, watching movies... whatever. A little thing I do for myself when my AW is in an alcoholic stupor is make espresso with a stovetop espresso maker that I bought at Target. I know it's trivial, but it helps pass the time, and gives me a little peace.
Good luck, and I hope things get better for you soon.