Relapse - Questions from a spouse
Hi everyone,
I usually post in the Family and Friends section. So, I hope it's ok if I post a question here!? My AH was sober for almost a year and then relapsed yesterday. I know I'm probably never going to fully understand what it's like to have an addiction, but would love to get a little insight from you. I'm curious to know what people are thinking about right before they take that first step and buy their first drink after being sober for a year (or longer)? Maybe some of you could shed some light on this for me?
I know my AH can't be feeling to good about himself right now, and when I asked him he turned to blame rather than reflecting on the overall problem (he was also still under the influence when I talked to him).
Thanks so much!
P.S. I am taking the right measures for myself now, so this is not about making a decision based on your responses. I'm simply trying to get a better grasp on what addiction means to an A.