Thank you.I do agree.This is me and about ME .I just feel like when Im tempted again,it will be much easier for me to disappoint myself than it will be to know Im dissapointing them.I have to be honest if it was just myself and no family,I wouldnt care at all.( I know thats another issue in itself).For the immediate Im trying to get on track of this new way of life and through these next few days/weeks of suddenly being sober,before I address my other issues.