You guys are all very right...I never thought that I would get such a huge response! I guess it is a bad idea and I never thought that I was playing mind games with myself but it's true, I am! If I know I don't have a .5% beverage in the house I become anxious...I guess I am going to have to sub it with something else and just keep working on it. Does that mean that I am technically not "sober"?? I mean, I haven't touched "actual" alcohol. Maybe I totally sabotaged it and I'm just a joke.
Ugh.