Thanks Latte, I always feel like a bother when I call police.
Lightseeker, yes lets stay strong together. I stopped Dv group because I couldnt handle some of the stories and my therapist said it was time to break free (I wanted to take everyone home, some drag out kicking and screaming.) but I realize more today how deep the emotional and mental strain was on me and even my sons.
That's why I started coming back here if by some miracle STXAH is out of town working and I start receiving childsupport, Im gonna need every reminder to stay strong as possible, and I didnt right down the bad as it was happening due to denial. I always want to remember the terror feeling (just never feel it again)
The rest of you above, Thanks, you guys have always veen there for me, I think my other name started here in 06, its been a long time.