AA member trying first day off percs
Hi
I've read so many posts and been to NA. I've been sober 11 years in AA. Semantics aside, I'm now addicted to percocet, went way past doctors orders. I've tried tapers, no way that will ever work for an addict.
I have a ton more percocet, but i am on my first 12 hours. I can't flush my stash and not telling my AA sponsor , no one knows I'm addicted.
I'm gonna try my first day off percs in 9 plus months, I already feel like hell. I've tried tapering, it works for 5 days, then I always end up back to 6-10 10/325 a day, even at my gym.
I have to stop, my AA program is now a lie. I can't get to a meeting yet, praying to my HP to get one day