It's probably best I don't hear from him anyway. I kinda feel like he either really doesn't care about my feelings and how I'm doing. Or, he's just too f**ed up to care.
I started the book. There's a meeting tonight nearby. I'm going to try to go, even if I can't speak. I probably will just sit and cry....and listen. I can hopefully read some more tonight. I have two papers due for (of all things) an Ethics class that I am taking. Strange, huh? Topics like the difference between taking care of ......vs.....caring for. People that depend on us.......Doing what's best for the community. Lol
Thank you my friends for your support. Helps a ton.
