Letting go of anger and hurt, was one of the hardest things I ever had to do. I realized, it was just those emotions that kept me drinking. I had to let it go. I had to forgive, not for them , but for me. It worked, I'm sober and I'm happier than I've been in a long time. It's just not worth it Teal. Keep going to therapy and working on yourself. You deserve it.
Best Wishes To You!