I am not convinced that I need medacine to fight my depression, the pot worked fine and made me believe my depression is actually me hiding from reality.
I was actaully doing pretty well as far as the depression goes until I have just recently become unhappy with smoking pot all day and not being able to pass a drug test.
In my line of work i have taken numerous drug test, and passed.
So I believe the test is not the issue other than I never passed with my pee.
I think the self medication is my addiction, and I need to learn to take the correct route to deal with pain and discomfort.
You sound pretty conflicted, name.
I think most of us are - I made up excuses and reasons to keep my self medication going, for sure.
If you want support to get free of addiction, you'll find a lot of it here.
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