Thats great news Laura, for some reason I didn't have any doubt you would be ok. I think you also sound stronger. You're not letting anything get in your way this time. You seem to be looking on the positive side of your life now. The au pair I guess you have to wait that out to see if anything changes. If not like you said you can get another one.
I know I keep rambling on, but bits and pieces of revelations our coming at me and I need to share. I know I am not the best typer, or use grammar correctly most of the time. I am a good writer with pen and paper, but for some reason I type horribly. Oh well, I am sure you can decipher most of what I am trying to say. lol
3 weeks tomorrow Laura!!
See ya in the morning
DAY 20