I was just sitting here reading a book (dd is napping) and I realized that Atl was my bottom. I didn't drink liquor (wine) or drink everyday. I really did everything I was supposed to do hungover or not. I didn't even drink until after dd went to bed. The reason it was my bottom is the way I felt when I drank. I just felt completely worthless. I think I cried every time I drank. The despair I felt this last time was my bottom. Huh, interesting. I guess that is why I know I can't and won't ever have a drink again.