Hi Michelle (Brattylush),
What you're trying to do is not easy. You've accomplished so much in the last couple of days. Just take it one day at at time. I think it's really cool that you're attending meetings regularly and I'm sure you've been introduced into a world that you never knew existed...a world of people trying to improve themselves spiritually, mentally, and physically while at the same time recovering from addiction. I really admire you for the fact that you're making good choices for yourself. My prayers are with you as you continue your journey to recovery. :heart: