Cooper,
I know you must be feeling overwhelmed by all of this right now. Welcome to SR - there are a lot of people who have been through what you are going through right now.
The good news is that you don't have to make any decisions about this today.
I am so sorry you are going through this. Please keep coming back. There are solutions available to you. I would suggest Al-Anon as a place you might find helpful. I know that I have.
Again, others will be along to offer their welcome, experience strength and hope. In the meantime, take a glance at the "stickies" at the top of this forum.