Originally Posted by
Goatinthegarden 
I have no idea why i'm doing this, but I really need to leave it at a couple. Not sure what i'm asking for really, maybe just a bit of a telling off?
A telling off? I can accommodate you. You are doing this because you looked for an excuse to drink and you found it. Have you also convinced yourself that you can moderate your intake?
If you want to drink, it's easy. You drink. If you want to be sober it usually takes more than just stopping. Are you working towards recovery? Or just staving off the next drink?
Choose recovery.