day 16, and because of "time of the month" (lol) I've been really really irritable. here's the bad part - I've just had a couple of whiskeys and it's calmed me down a hell of a lot, but I really really don't want to have any more. I love being sober, I have no idea why i'm doing this, but I really need to leave it at a couple. Not sure what i'm asking for really, maybe just a bit of a telling off?