Everything sounds well Jennie , I glad you read and thought things through
Also you were open and straight foward with your boyfriend , what is meant to be will be , just take care of you first your the one you been neglecting alll those years. I sure did the same thing.
So even though I starting with nothing and nobody now thats all ok I am even glad this way all my focus is getting better so I can help others get better. We can stay alive a little longer and enjoy the ride togather
I hope you go through the door to that suppport group you'll be glad you did I think
Peace, Dylan